Lyrics
The money the shows the highs
I don’t know (you know) why I try it hurts so much, (there are times I see myself like a superhero)
It hurts so much (I know I am a superhero)
Whole time I’ve missed my family, (but behind the suit) these drugs are so deceiving hurts so much, (there’s a real human being)
It hurts so much (and I feel that pain too)
Ugh
I needed something to numb the pain
But now it’s indelible like stain (that’s right)
A quick sunshine from the rain
When the high gets low catch a flight and fly again
To tell you all my struggles I’m ashamed
Yall would never ever look at me the same
Coming to you straight and plain
To be sober is played over, I’d rather be insane
Yeah
Pop pills then go pop a wheelie
Get a high idea then go meek a milli
OD’d on the codeine
Mix a cocktail toradol and morphine
Man, last days, dark times
Blacking out of darkness I see black ties
For my dark ways I’m paranoid dark rhymes
I’m holding back what happened in the dark from seeing light
Remembered dad was proud called me his little bookworm
But now my attitude to living life feels lukewarm
I gave up all I had in love, the selfish took from
In my naivety, was toyed with like a new born
Yeah
But the bottle’s a man’s best friend
No matter how you chose to live, life’s a dead end
I extend, I expand, I expend
My knowledge, every time I feel I’m on the edge
Have you ever felt the world’ll be better without you
Felt the urge to quit this shit and give up all you do
Wishing you never came to earth, if only we had knew
Cuz life’s no Cinderella story way too many fit the shoe
Fighting with my demons tryna find religion
If I shoot this shot and die will I make heaven?
Who can really tell the righteous from the heathen?
Are we the future or the past is still reliving?
You know, behind the scenes
A lotta people don’t see
A lot of us put on a smile
Wave
Take pictures, say hey
But we don’t really wanna do that shit
You dig?
Pain
All I’ve ever really known in life is
Pain
All I ever really truly felt I is
Pain
All that shit I’m spitting through the mic is
Pain
Sweet propane the flame is pain
All I’ve ever really known in life is
Pain
All I ever really truly felt I is
Pain
All that shit I’m spitting through the mic is
Pain
The shit’s insane
Sweet propane
Have you ever felt the world’ll be better without you
Felt the urge to quit this shit and give up all you do
Wishing you never came to earth, if only we had knew
Cuz life’s no Cinderella story way too many fit the shoe
Fighting with my demons tryna find religion
If I shoot this shot and die will I make heaven?
Who can really tell the righteous from the heathen?
Are we the future or the past is still reliving?